Going there

 

 

Virya is a Sanskrit word that is most often used in spiritual circles to refer to the energetic push or effort it takes a person to progress spiritually. This week, I found a curious new definition for the term virya, it was defined as “the power to go there.” Not just the power to go, but the power to go there. I’m struck by how few people I’ve met who have the power to go there. Going there, is rather auspicious after all, and Thoreau put it well saying, “Most men lead lives of quiet desperation.”

Most men and women are content to go to predictable places. Most believe the hype around them about who they are, what they should pursue, and what will make them happy. Yet once in a while there comes along someone willing to go to a place that’s uncomfortable, unchartered and wild. Others don’t seem to have a choice in the matter, they just can’t ignore the dynamic reverberation of shakti (primordial cosmic energy of creation) moving through them. They feel compelled to move in a certain direction.

Joseph seemed to have a strong connection with shakti — that wild creative force of the universe – and the results of his actions were complex. Creativity and wild inspiration, left unchecked isn’t always pretty. Joseph was unquestionably dynamic, leaving behind in the wake of his death: questions, possible evidence of mental instability, a trail of ugly mistakes and more than a fair share of pain and hurt. I can see why he chose the image of a rough stone rolling to describe himself. He also left a legacy that I find stunning and beautiful. He left behind the efforts of an attempt to create his own Utopia, a world where we are all linked and sealed together in interconnectedness, a place where all are cared for, where all are safe, both in this life and in the imagined hereafter. He believed in Zion, for better or worse.

So it shouldn’t be a surprise to me, that perhaps the greatest legacy he left, is the Mormon community as it exists today. The Mormon people on the whole are: kind, honest, generous, fun, reliable, well-intentioned, and inclusive. They have a sense of community like no other I’ve ever experienced. The Mormon doctrines have morphed over the years, social structures and families have changed — no doubt the Mormon world is dramatically different than it was in Joseph’s day. Yet we – modern Mormons —  ride the outer waves of Joseph’s original shakti. It was that strong. It was the proverbial capture of lightning in a bottle.

Friday night I had the pleasure of being in the presence of Richard Bushman, another such dynamic person. I was struck by his focus and energy, and at 79 years old, he doesn’t seem to be slowing down anytime soon. He has been inexhaustible in his  work as a historian and his expertise showed throughout his presentation on the topic of Joseph and Emma. It was apparent how thoroughly he knows their life stories and how he holds deep affection for the founder of his church.

It was his testimony at the end though, that really struck me as being real and profound and full of strength. Someone asked him how he works, so he began to explain his process of gathering information, some of it very unflattering, and being willing to sit with it. In essence, what he was saying was that he wasn’t afraid to go there.

He was willing to put in the effort to go to that place of open-minded curiosity about a man he loved and revered, and take a second more comprehensive, look at this Joseph. He was willing to sit with the unflattering and questionable material that he found and the possibility that perhaps Joseph was more multi-dimensional and human than he previously knew. He shared that after he sat with his findings and discoveries, the rest of the pieces of his work started to flow through him.

Sounds like shakti, doesn’t it? It was the best damn testimony I’ve heard in years. Virya and shakti from the pulpit of the Oakland Stake Center on the temple grounds. Inspiring. Honest. Refreshing.

And there you have it, two men whose lives and dharmas are interwoven through the Mormon narrative. Two men who weren’t afraid to go there. Maybe my approach to life is a bit too haphazard, but this kind of voracious courage and effort is something I totally admire, opening up to life rather than shutting it off. It’s this part of Joseph Smith and Richard Bushman that I understand. More than ever, I feel inspired to go there.

Where is there for you? Do you feel as if you have the power it takes to go there?