Husband and Wife Book Club: The Road

Welcome to the first installment of our summer book club reviews.  See the rest of our reading list here.

Carrying the Fire

Cormac McCarthy’s The Road begins in the woods at night. An unnamed man awakens from a troubling dream and reaches to touch his young son, to feel the rise and fall of ”each precious breath.” The man knows they will not survive another winter in the north and so they are heading south, pushing a grocery cart full of meager supplies through a ”cauterized terrain” of charred trees and ash covered snow. The tenderness between father and son is instantly, keenly felt despite the surrounding nightmare, which gradually appears in chilling, offhand glimpses, as though McCarthy knows there is only so much we can bear to see. Houses and stores have been ransacked and left to rot; shriveled bodies lie like mummies, unburied, in bedrooms or in the middle of the road; gangs of cannibals in gas masks roam the countryside looking for fresh meat. The man and the boy face constant death from exposure, starvation, or murder. McCarthy never specifies what happened, beyond a single, flashback that suggests a nuclear disaster: Years ago, days before the boy’s birth, the clocks stopped with ”a long shear of light and then a series of low concussions.”

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Heidi
McCarthy’s Pulitzer Prize-winning novel was released in 2006. Late in that year, I remember picking it up at the bookstore. I had read McCarthy before and I like his writing, but I was five months pregnant and I couldn’t face the end of the world while growing new life inside me, I put the book back on the shelf with a shudder. Having finally read the novel five years later, I am struck by how right I was about it, but also how wrong. McCarthy’s vision is harrowing, but it is also achingly beautiful. In the devastated landscape, the man and the boy are reduced to the most fundamental of questions, how do we stay alive and how do we preserve our humanity? The boy frequently asking the man if they are “still the good guys” who “carry the fire.” Except, in McCarthy’s hands, these questions are never asked in such an obvious or showy way. McCarthy’s spare, unflinching style — long focused on barren landscapes and loners — is uniquely suited to the apocalypse and strangely comforting. He never turns away from the horrors, but he never dwells on them either, exploiting the reader’s emotions or endangering the dignity of his characters. Everything is terrible, but the purity of the relationship between the man and the boy and the sheer beauty of McCarthy’s writing left me in awe. I read the book in two sittings. On the first night, after leaving the man and the boy in a temporarily safe place, I went down to my kitchen for a glass of water and found myself disoriented by the abundance of my house. The book offers a sobering glimpse of how much we have and how much we take for granted. However, ultimately, the  novel is not about terror or waste,  it left me with a golden gossamer thread of hope that love would render me capable of fighting as hard as the man and boy for my own humanity. As McCarthy writes:

“No lists of things to be done. The day providential to itself. The hour. There is no later. This is later. All things of grace and beauty such that one holds them to one’s heart have a common provenance in pain. Their birth is grief and ashes. So, he whispered to the sleeping boy. I have you.”

Jared

I pleaded with God not to destroy us after reading The Road. The fire and brimstone of hell has nothing on the constant hunger and fatigue described in the book. I lay in my bed early in morning and prayed.  It was a heartfelt prayer and I meant it. I’m not an alarmist, but as a kid I grew up hearing people predicting nuclear holocaust and all kinds of “in the last days” apocalyptic stuff. Nowadays, this anxiety isn’t so tied to an impending nuclear war, but hasn’t completely gone away either. We worry about global warming, asteroids, diseases, and, even more scary, we have real examples or failed nation states and atrocities in Rwanda and Cambodia, even hurricane Katrina.  The one thing I take from the road is a relatable, real fear. I can see myself in that situation, and I can relate to the physiological detachment that would be necessary to survive, in this situation. Knowing that to survive your children would have to deal with constant soul-crushing realities. However, the good side to human nature is that as much as we know others are out to get us, we also know we can’t survive without each other.

I think people have noticed that the further and more advanced we are, the more dependent we become on civilization to stay alive, and the fear lies in what would happen if something pressed civilization to breaking. I think that the subconscious recognition of the fragility of civilization bubbles up in films, be it zombie movies, viruses run amuck, asteroids hitting the planet, or whatever. In the back of all our minds we fear what it would be like if…  No book or film has described my underlying pathological fear about what would happen in situations like this quite as honestly as The Road. It’s not important exactly why the earth is hammered, it’s just how some people would refuse to give up and survive.

I felt compelled to read the book in two sittings. The first sitting was 10 pages, the next day I sat down and read it straight through.  The landscape in the book had the feel of a western and I imagined myself trudging on a interstate. In my mind’s eye, the whole world looked like a cross between Mad Max Beyond Thunder Dome and Tooele, Utah, but hella cold. I was shocked with how much anxiety the book produced in me. I had to check on the kids and would find myself dazed.  What is genius about the book is that though you get close to jumping of the cliff to end it all, you stay invested because you have genuine invested feeling about the characters in the book. You hope something will save them, though you know it’s not probable.   Read The Road only if you can handle the bittersweetness of  life. Read The Road only if you can bear to carry the torch.

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