A System

In the 2000 Christopher Nolan film Memento, the central character (Leonard) has a big problem with his memory. After an accident an indeterminable amount of time ago, he is unable to form new memories, and while he feels he has a good recollection of everything prior to his injury, short-term memories fade from his mind within minutes. Determined to avenge the rape and murder of his wife, he conceives of a system that will allow him to regain control and function within his almost impossible situation. By writing notes, taking Polaroid photos and annotating them with instructions for himself, and  tattooing the most essential ‘facts’ onto his body, he wages war against his condition.

In a cafe, Leonard explains some of his rationale to Teddy, a suspicious man that keeps reappearing, with warnings and advice:

‘Memory can change the shape of a room; it can change the color of a car. And memories can be distorted. They’re just an interpretation, they’re not a record, and they’re irrelevant if you have the facts.’

One of the tattoos on Leonard’s arm extends this conviction: ‘Don’t Trust Your Weakness’. His system is a way of overcoming the  unreliability  of memory in relation to the material world: a prosthesis, to accomplish greater objective effectiveness. As the film progresses, it becomes clear that Leonard’s effectiveness beyond his subjectivity has made him a tool capable of accomplishing terrible and significant things. This rewiring of the frail, limited human subject into a killing machine reminds me of the projects of  Nazism, in the extreme: it enabled the overcoming of the ‘weakness’ that made us human, to come close to destroying whole peoples, on someone else’s command.

On the other hand, medical science utilises the tools and abilities of brilliant minds, building on those generations before, to accomplish amazing good. The ability of the scientific method to comprehend and manipulate the material, observable world, has  benefited  all of us immeasurably. So here’s the challenge: we’re all faced with the invitation in life to understand and try to overcome our weaknesses, to change the world around us. But as we do, we need to make sure that we know who we’re working for. Our memory is short, and if our productive effectiveness exceeds our foundational understanding of the systems we use, we’re open to be manipulated ourselves. Whoever is providing the narrative worldview that we adopt, we can easily become a machine for their cause.

‘Facts’, it turns out, are messages left to us by another self. That self can be a former version of ourselves: though this may not be a better basis for our trust. As Dylan sang: ‘You’re gonna have to serve somebody’, and I want to know who that is, and what the moral implications are of the productive labour of my life. We’re all afflicted by a memory condition in life… so I’d like to hear from you, reader: do you see the limitations of human subjectivity as being a handicap? If so, what systems do you use to overcome your ‘weakness’? How do you gather your foundational ‘facts’? And how do you feel about your life’s work, and the ways in which we can, as a community, affect the world for the better?

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